Yup, yup, it has been an exceptionally emotional 24 hour period, and much like trying to adequately capture the panoramic view of the coastline of Maine with my SLR or my smartphone, trying to adequately express the happenings, feelings, and reflections of this day is frustrating at best. In my haste and my burning desire to commit things to the written word lest I myself forget, I have tried to give snapshots of my day in a hope that the jumbled collage could in some way represent the experience of the whole for me.
It just now dawned on me that I am the only one who personally experienced altogether the events and the resulting internal workings of my mind, and the resulting external responses of my body. It is in fact possible to feel too much, to talk too much, to write too much. So the only point of this particular post is to bookmark for me that it has been a roller coaster in the very non-traditional sense. All of today's feelings were real, and they were mostly taken on the whole as joyous. But in all things, they were tempered by other types of emotions that are maybe more negative. However, each negative as it was had a positive side. I recognize that is almost never the case.
So at one point I am riding a high that I may not come off of for days. At the other point, I maybe should not leave my house, because certainly a day as fabulous as the last one cannot be repeated any time soon, and any sort of terrible thing is probably waiting right outside to smack me back down. I jest of course, but I certainly do not want to forget.
equality
perspective
miracles
love
hope
resilience
connection
I hope that the three folks who read this did not get too excited before beginning, and that they are having half the day that I had yesterday.
Love and Light
